The days of defeat

I was an entrepreneur for almost 4 years, before that I have many had hard days but I must admit that the days in business brought me to my knees. Start of a technology company was filled with daily defeats, nasty suprises and just too few bitter sweet victories.
All of the opportunities I had seemed to go to waste and things just didn't go the way I planned them. I was wasting money daily and it seemed at that time that I was wasting my life as well. It was especialy hard because the situation was causing grief to my business partners, but the hardest part was the sadness I saw in my familys eyes when I didn't meet their expectations.
However despite the sleepless nights, the tears, the pain, the fustration, the money lost, friendships burned and grief caused in the end I am happy about it all. The lessons learned, the wisdom gained have pushed me to the path I am on today, the path to true success, happy life.

Getting out of the closet

There seems to be huge problem with guys, society and I even see the same problem in me. Nowadays most of guys are very insecure about their sexuality and they cannot and don't know how to express it. They are sexualy submissive, passive and lacking masculine qualities and self-respect. Most heterosexual men are practically living in a closet unable to express their sexuality in a masculine way, because of fear and rules of proper behaviour.
Even if some men are able to express sexuality we as men usualy have no idea what women like even if we have had multiple partners.
Why? I think the reason why this is because of media and porn. By watching porn men begin to think that masculine sexuality is expressed by being a grunting dildo. The most important components for good sex are always lacking, intimicy, emotion and trust. It doesn't help that media subcommunicates to us that men have to be good looking, famous, rich, super men to please women. However to really please woman you don't need none of those things.
The most important thing is that your partner trusts you enough to surrender completely into your arms. If you are willing to be the man your partner can surrender to, you will always be able to give most profound sexual experiences and be the lover that women dream about.
If you are willing to travel the same path as I do you will find out that the journey doesn't only take you to the woman's heart but most importantly into your own. No matter how frustrated you are today I can promise from personal experience that you can gain the ability to be the ideal lover, it's our birthright as men.

It's getting dark in here...

People and media are saying how things are going bad, there is hunger, there is poverty, there is war, there is terrorism, they say that the world we live in is hopeless. However I think that the darker it gets around me the brighter the small light I have is going to get. Hungrier people become for hope easier it becomes to share it.
So I choose to see the world my way. Where I could see despair I choose to see hope, where I could see a loser I choose to see a potential champion, where I could see a failure I choose to see opportunity for success, where I could see weakness I choose to see strength, where I could only see darkness I choose to see the opportunity to shine.